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Air Dash

by Amador Diaz

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1.
Disk Rot 04:41
give it up i’ll give it up if you come down from there not enough you’re not enough for me to care anywhere and i want you to want me the way that i want when you’re taking apart everything that i’ve got i want you to want and we don’t have to stop i got you a brand new way to rot in your lungs yeah in your lungs don’t you feel it rotting there not that tough you’re not that tough when you’re bleeding everywhere
2.
Air Dash 04:41
you’re not strong enough to take it don’t you fear it god if we fought there’d not be any blood for you to cough i don’t want to find out something they knew all along if i’m wrong i don’t care i’ll win until i’m not i’ll win until i want i’ll win until you’re not i’ll find out something i’m sure you never thought in your mind i’ll win until you die i’ll win until you cry i’ll find out something i’m sure that you won’t like in your thought all you got left for me are things that i don’t want i won’t stop you say to me “you’re pushing at the top” what you thought and said to me don’t think that i forgot if i’m wrong i don’t care i’ll win until i’m not
3.
Wind / Light 08:38
and am i gonna do this everyday and i don’t want to tell you my name you probably won’t remember anyway but if you’re gonna go and make me why wait and i just want to write here in my room and i don’t want to find out what you been doing really lately i guess i never really grew up like the rest it can die right here but i won’t be fine we can try right here if you want sometime i am the air you are the wind you push me around under your drift you are a light you’re fading in i can’t hide from the warmth of it and everything i left then you take and i don’t want to feel it i’ll break apart again you know i won’t change and i’m not really ready please wait and i just want to hide here in my room and i don’t want to find out from you that everything i felt then would end i never really thought i’d forget
4.
i'll breathe with you i'll breathe with you i don't wanna breathe without you
5.
Pull 04:11
you pulled the rug you pulled it from you pulled it back from where i was you told me now you showed me how you wouldn’t stand for it right now you told your friend you told them how you could feel it from my mouth you hold your head you hold it how you wish i could but i'm gone now you pulled the blood you pulled enough you pulled it back from where i’m cut you pushed my head into the mud you look like you’re having fun
6.
Push 03:03
(i'll be watching)
7.
S2F 04:10
tonight i'm running from i'm running from you it’s back again it’s on my mind but i am older now and i don’t wanna lose more time you tell everyone i'm doing fine and i’m inside again another friday night this time i don’t know why you’re so shut in but you don’t wanna change are you fine to die like this will you just rot away i’m scared to talk i’m scared to drink i’m scared to fuck and i’m scared to be i’m scared and i’m starting to think yeah maybe there’s something wrong with me to talk to you i wouldn’t try cause every word you say is more than i can hold tonight you want me to but my throat is tied cause everyone in here is gonna make me cry this time i don’t know where i’m running from but i don’t wanna stay i don’t know what you’re thinking of but i know it’s not the same
8.
Two Dogs 05:33
don’t let me down again the wind is burning up my skin i pray to god i’ll win i can’t go on when my body gives two dogs locked in this cage i’ll claw my way through him i know i’ve got to live but maybe i’m not meant for this you are everything i want to be you know i can’t wait forever i can’t wait for nothing to happen don’t let it out again the pain you felt ain’t worth my breath i pray to nothing yet my bones will break before i quit two dogs locked in this cage i’ll claw my way through him i know i’ve got to live but maybe i’m not meant for this
9.
are you as sad about it like i’ve been this time do you still think about it when i cross your eyes are you as sad about it i think you’re doing fine i hope you don’t think about it and you feel alright gohan i wanna be strong like you if only tonight that could be true if only i could be like you get out of here cause it’s my home and i just want to be alone at least i think but i don’t know i just wanted you to go get out of here cause it’s my home i don’t want to hear you anymore cause when you sing it just hurts more even though it’s beautiful don’t wanna do this to myself another night every weekend i’m just watching you online i know you’re not sad about it your friends will make it fine i know you don’t think about it but i hope you do sometimes
10.
Tea 03:41
i don’t wanna be me at all it feels like i’m a bit too tall i don’t wanna hear me tonight can’t pitch my voice up in real life i don’t think i’ll ever pass there’s a voice that’ll always laugh maybe one day i might get past feeling like i don’t know where i’m at you don’t know me like that i don't know you like that everything i said was just an act i don’t know what i want i don’t know what i need i don’t know if i like being in my body i don’t know how to talk i don’t know if it’s real i don’t know how to start to even feel i can’t believe the way i look i wouldn’t feel the fall i don’t believe a way i could i wouldn’t feel at all i don’t wanna tell myself again what if it’s all just in my head i don’t wanna keep this all away i just want anyone to say “you don’t have to feel this anymore if you’re not the way you thought you were” “maybe someday you’ll change your mind but i’ll be with you that whole time"
11.
where i’m going now i hope i find myself finally moving on crawling out of hell somewhere in this song i’ll find a way to tell that i’m here all along i know you feel it well (and ill be stuck in hell i know you feel it well) and i don’t want to change even if it’s hard to breathe they’re all doing fine but it’s really not my thing take it step by step but now i’m stumbling maybe somethings wrong or maybe i’m just me (let the rain pour yeah)

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my second album, made at home from 2021-2022. thanks so much <3

recorded/mixed by amador diaz
mastered by corey coffman

artwork drawing by acatwithpants
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art design/cassette design and photos by amador diaz

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released August 25, 2023

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Amador Diaz Portland, Oregon

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